Colds, flues & coronavirus have created a guarantee that the odds are in our favor of catching at least one. I put my participation time in this past week and am on the uphill of getting back to my life and packing, Such a blessing it didn’t stick around long. It certainly wasn’t fast enough for me to realize the worst part of being sick. Not the aches, pains and lethargy. Nope, its the level of vulnerability it brings. When we are sick we are a whole other person. We become clingy , needy and want attention most of our waking time. All your things that we work so hard to not allow rush to the surface faster than we can blink. Causing every emotion you have to become heightened to the hills and beyond. So this time i wrote down four things that really bothered me. I have put them in order the way i want to review and change some things with them so it won’t bother me.
- Needing help – I love giving. Have always struggled with recieving and asking for Figure out why it bothers me and work on fixing it
- Frustration when resting that i can’t be productive
- Don’t like being alone. I get bored easily
- Staying positive instead of letting the blahs get me
I am going to start at the top and go on down. Anyone want to join me?
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