After the finale of moving on and making memories palooza (on top of still working, packing, reserving storage buildings and uhauls) we jumped in feet first to a getaway weekend with friends. Collaborated back in Febuary, before we knew we were moving, it was a anniversary/Fathers Day gathering. Kid Rock, a lot of spirits, and every night catching up until the late hours of the evening. Good times were had by all. Exactly what we wanted and nobody went home dissapointed. Until we all got home and each of us had caught the yucks. Kinda were glad. We thought wow we are all spent after one weekend. We are pleased now to know it wasn’t the old age as much as it was the sickness. The energy in the air had a shift. The man child had a false positive Covid test and bought himself a week home. Sounds good huh? Nope because he had already planned ahead of our unexpected move and took the following week off. Then if maybe that just wasnt quite enough his dependable. help decided to become not so dependable on the weekend we rented the uhaul for and won’t be able to make it. Meaning to me that something amazing and blssful as where we are now is coming. Amazment the ole Devil wants to keep us preoccupied from seeing it. All it really does is make me more aware and keeps my eyes and ears open. Being thankful for people who are helpful when we are in over our heads along on our way. To release the negative energy and unravel my frazzle i grab my float and sometimes a friend. For a hour or two i let the sun and waves destress, rejuvinate and leaving what i can’t change on the water. Yes, I feel the huge sting of leaving what has been our oasis. But the anticipation of where this next phase is taking us is intriguing me more. I have no control over the situation. I can’t change it and stay. its the finale and i do decide what thougt i take with me about the experience. I choose to complete this ending with filling all the joy, friendship and growth in my memory bank and walk away blessed and at peace. Embracing the excitement of what’s to come.
7 More Days
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